Saturday, June 16, 2012

The truth of the matter

If you asked me what I have done this week, what I have accomplished, I would look at you blankly and scratch my head.

I have no idea where this week has gone, nor how I have spent it.  I know I went to work, I know I worked out, and I know that I ate food.  Other than that...

My homework is mostly untouched.

My house is a mess.

I have one pair of clean underwear left.

My laundry I did last week is still sitting unfolded in the basket.

I didn't even do that much blogging.  In fact, I'm 3 days behind on reading blogs.  I'm not even commenting on most of the posts I do get the chance to read, because I don't want anyone to see how behind I am on their life.

I feel like life passed me by this week.  Not enough moments of peace.  Too many moments of frazzled energy.  Of stress.  Of disliking myself.

I'm intentionally forgiving myself  for all of this right here, right now.  It's okay to have these kinds of weeks.  It's not okay to let them ruin my life.

So my intention for next week is to move with intention through my daily activities.  To do the things that need to be done early on, so that I can attend to the fun things later on in the week.

Have a beautiful Saturday.  I hope you can live it purposefully.

2 comments:

  1. I know the feeling of being behind, believe me! At least you know that it shouldn't kill you! Have a better week!

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  2. Aww, don't be so hard on yourself. We're all allowed to have off weeks. And don't dislike yourself. You are awesome. I'm gonna respond to your e-mails today. :)

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