I am so over running right now.
|This girl is faking it, while she just hopes to make it|
Oh wait... am I allowed to be saying that with less than 2 weeks to go before my marathon? Crap. To be honest, my hear has just not been in it the last several weeks. I feel tired. My body is recovering slower. My hunger is vast and endless one day, and nonexistent the next. Essentially, the triple threat of work, school, and marathon training have defeated my confidence that any of this is possibly going to end well.
Why do I tell you this? To tell you that I AM going to trudge through this, and I am not going to let these hard times win. I'm too close to the finish to not forge ahead at this point. So even though I had to skip my long run over the weekend, and even though I don't feel like I did a "good enough" (whatever that means) job of training, I'm going to push ahead, and let the outcome be what it is.
After that, though? I'm taking a good long break from running. Probably until January, unless I get some crazy inkling to run again, but really, I doubt that will happen. My current plan is to take 2-3 weeks off after the marathon, and then start PiYo after that. Yup, another Beach Body program. I haven't had great results with their programs ever, but I'm hopeful that a low-impact program from them might just do the trick. Also, I think that the core work is long overdue, especially since...
Once PiYo is done, I'll be starting triathlon training!!! I've mentioned before, but completing an olympic distance triathlon has been a dream of mine since I was 15 years old. Even training for one fills me with such joy and anticipation that I can hardly stand it.
I am clearly in taper mode... hating running, feeling anxious, sore, and in need of recovery. This could not have been better timed had I tried. Please excuse me as I'm over here hydrating, taking hot baths, and trying to figure out my hunger signals...